this is my last post but my first time actually declaring the end of a blog.
*applause*
i shouldn't be posting here any longer. my new site would be MESSED.
honestly i apologize to anyone out there (if there IS any to begin with, lol) who comes to this place time and again to check for updates. i had totally forgotten i had this blog that was even updated on October last year! ugh...
anyway, i've given up quite a number things already, and my new blog would probably be different from this one. the reason this blog is up is because i want to leave something behind, something for my 5 year future self to read, for him to reflect, for him to laugh and my immature sillies and foolishs and to see if he has in fact matured...(:
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Saturday, October 23, 2010
omg. i just remembered this blog exists! heee oops! well it 2 months past, and i'm still managing in camp...somehow or rather yeap. hmmmm...
well, while consuming supper with a close fren of mine at kfc, i pondered about the 19 years of my life. i have never done anything. zero. there's this altruistic part of me struck me, and i felt really guilty. why is it that 19 years have past, but i have not contributed to the society? why is that that so many years have past, but i am still useless in this world? not a lot (if any) truly benefited from my existence. nothing's changed. Next, the narcissistic side of me arose, giving me another guilty pang. WHY why i am still here? why i still not successful in life? isn't 19 years more than enough? have i been wasting too much time? why am i not up there yet? the road's seems a long way, but 19 years was definitely a possible goal to reach? why didnt i make it?
those thoughts just killed my mood for the night. i didnt even know what induced to thoughts, but it just crushed me and left me struggling to find myself...
well, while consuming supper with a close fren of mine at kfc, i pondered about the 19 years of my life. i have never done anything. zero. there's this altruistic part of me struck me, and i felt really guilty. why is it that 19 years have past, but i have not contributed to the society? why is that that so many years have past, but i am still useless in this world? not a lot (if any) truly benefited from my existence. nothing's changed. Next, the narcissistic side of me arose, giving me another guilty pang. WHY why i am still here? why i still not successful in life? isn't 19 years more than enough? have i been wasting too much time? why am i not up there yet? the road's seems a long way, but 19 years was definitely a possible goal to reach? why didnt i make it?
those thoughts just killed my mood for the night. i didnt even know what induced to thoughts, but it just crushed me and left me struggling to find myself...
Friday, August 27, 2010
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Was at excelsior yesterday for lunch. i must say, they are GOOD. the hotel is packed between funan IT mall and peninsular shopping centre (not plaza fyi, and wow, the clothes in the basement are quite cheap!). i don't even know how it managed to squeeze into that small area, but it did. the entrance was really small, everyone would probably missed it as it only leads to 2 elevators. surprise surprise!
the main lobby is at level 4 (wow). didnt go there, went to level 5 instead, there's cafe over there and went there for a buffet. well, tbh, the first time i entered the what-looked-like-to-me so dilapitated-but-saved-by-the-atas-ness hotel wasnt a great one. but the moment i stepped into the cafe, everything was there! you could feel the ambience entering you like a breeze of fresh wind. everything was... bleh, it just felt like any other super classy restaurant when you enter them. the food looked quite decent, furniture well-picked, lightings were not-bad, and everything looked neat..yeap!
but then the food. it was mehh...to be cont'd( if i rmb to )
the main lobby is at level 4 (wow). didnt go there, went to level 5 instead, there's cafe over there and went there for a buffet. well, tbh, the first time i entered the what-looked-like-to-me so dilapitated-but-saved-by-the-atas-ness hotel wasnt a great one. but the moment i stepped into the cafe, everything was there! you could feel the ambience entering you like a breeze of fresh wind. everything was... bleh, it just felt like any other super classy restaurant when you enter them. the food looked quite decent, furniture well-picked, lightings were not-bad, and everything looked neat..yeap!
but then the food. it was mehh...to be cont'd( if i rmb to )
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Thursday, July 8, 2010
This place is a hole, but I don't want to go
I wish we could stay here forever alone
This time that we waste, but I still love your taste
Don't let him take my place don't just sit there
Sometimes I wish you would leave me
Well, I'm not sick of you yet
That is as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
I stared for awhile and waited for words
Seen but not heard and struggled to try
My tongue's turning black, but I'll take you back
You're still the best more or less, I guess
I guess
Don't you leave me
Well, I'm not sick of you yet
That is as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
It hurts me to say that it hurts me to stay
And it might be alright if you go
It hurts me to say that I want you to stay
And it might be alright if you go
So leave me
I'm not sick of you yet
That is as good as it gets
I'll just hide it, or I could slip into you
It's so easy to come back into you
Sometimes I think
That the bitter in you and the quitter in me
Is the bitter in you and the quitter in me
The bitter in you and the quitter in me
Is the better in you and the quitter in me
The bitter in you and the quitter in me
Is bigger than the both of us
Sunday, June 27, 2010
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